::ramadhan al-mubarak::

ramadhan datang lagi...rasa cam baru je gi berbuka ngan as ann aishah n alena...rupenye da almost 1 year...cepatnya masa berlalu...alhamdulillah tuhan panjangkan umur aku dapat gak aku merasa ramadhan tahun ni...

first day terawikh mmg semangat abes r...tatau r ntah2 ni je skali terawikh yg aku pegi sepanjang ramadhan...hopefully taklah kan...ngee..da lama aku tak dapat berpuasa dekat ngan family..so tahun ni pama tade r sunyi sangat sbb aku bole slaloo balik temankan derang berbuka...besshh beshh..

anyway selamat berpuasa kwn2...semoga kita semua mendapatan keberkatan ramadhan...maafkan semua salah silap aku yerk..

...happy 51st independence day...

happy independence day to all malaysians...da 51tahun negara kita merdeka...tapi tu negara kita je yg merdeka...diri kita sendiri ni da merdeka ke?? ntahla...susah gak nak bg definition pasal merdeka untuk diri sendiri ni...tapi ape pun kite as malaysian jgn sempitkan minda kita dengan cara pemikiran n budaya timur...tak semestinya kita org timur tak ble nak berfikir cara org barat berfikir...yg penting untuk memajukan diri kita sendiri dan negara,kita kene la think out of the box...huhuhuu...

...hurmmm...

almost 2am...at this moment, im really need somebody to talk to...but i know its hard to find people who can understand me..my feelings...my situation...my responsibility...ive no choice..just write semua yg terbuku kat dalam hati in this blog...pedulik kowt ape org nak kate pun..asalkan aku dapat kurangkan pressure...

y this life is so difficult?? am i too bad?? tu la questions yg selalu belegar2 kat dalam minda aku...im always try my best to improve myself...but sometime aku rase nobody appreciate it...n orang laen just tau nak put a blame on me...jangan la expect bila somebody tu try to improve themself, diorang tu akan jadi perfect...is it fair?? is it fair for me??

susah sangat ke nak faham aku neh?? aku pun manusia besa gak...bukan alien pun yg org susah sangat nak paham aku neh...susah sangat ke nak trima aku seadanya?? takkan la nak aku jadi 'sempurna' then baru bley accept kowt...kadang2 aku cam pelik...nape aku ble je slalu nak jaga hati org..tapi org laen,punya r susah nak jaga hati aku...nape?? ape yg susah sangat?? come on la..before korang nak blame other people,better korang tgk diri korang sendiri...list down brape banyak kelemahan korang yg korang sendiri wat2 tak realize sebab da terlindung ngan ego korang yg tinggi tu...n plis..dont simply hurt other people's feelings...sbb..skali korang hurt that people...kesannye takkan hilang sampai bebila pun..trust me...anyway..thanks for hurting me..

::happy birthday my friends::

Today is 19 august 2008...whoooaa...As is 23 today...n shikin also celebrated her 23rd birthday 4days ago,15 august 2008..so just wanna wish u...

Happy birthday my friends...

semoga u all di panjangkan umur...dimurahkan rezeki...berjaya dlm ape je yg korang buat...supaya jodoh korang sampai cepat (boleh la aku cepat2 jadi mumy angkat anak2 korang..ngee) n hope our friendship will remains forever...love u all guys...

::a big appreciation for my FnF::

hyie guys...baru ada masa nak update my blog..walaupun cam agak da terlambat,tapi me still nak gunakan peluang ni untuk tulis semua yg da lama berlegar2 dalam minda neh..hihihi..

errmm..1st of all...me nak ucapkan thanks to all my family n friends (FnF) for da birthday wishes..im really appreciate it...

2ndly..thanks pama for da bday presents...both of u mmg beshh...thats y i always wanna make u proud of me..love u papa n mama...without u pama,me takkan camni skang...



3rdly...thanks darl for da surprise party..i dont even expect that nyte ada surprise party for me..ye r memandangkan u baru je kehilangan ayah kan..but whatever it is...really appreciate it n thanks for being there for me...

4thly...thanks kat semua yg datang kat my bday party..thanks guys sbb sudi luangkan masauntuk me...sayang korang bangatt...tatau r bile lagi dapat celebrate camni ngan korang...hope this is not da last time...tringat plak bday celebration time kat campus dulu...u all mmg best la guys..

n last but not least...thanks ezan..hana..erna..kak long..kakak..cumi...maklang..maksu..bad..n etc for da bday presents...hihihihi

...23rd July 2008...

Takziah di ucapkan kepada ghaz sekeluarga atas pemergian ayahandanya ke rahmatullah...semoga roh ayah dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di dalam golongan orang2 yang beriman...amenn..

Darl..either u realize or not,as anak sulung lelaki u adalah ketua keluarga...tanggungjwb yg agak besar...so u need to be strong because u adalah tunjang kekuatan family u...take a good care of ur mom k...whatever happen i'll always at by ur side...

...1st july...

yeaayyy...july is coming...hahaha...ahaaa bile july je die da start excited...ni la die belle...n she will start counting when the 25th july will come...sooo sengal...tak sedar agaknye bila july tiba je umur die da semakin meningkat...belle..belle...

aarghh...minggu2 terakhir cuti...sangat membosankan bila memikirkan kuliah yg da nak mula...nak kene bangun awal everyday...uwarrghhh tak dapat nak dibayangkan camne nak menghadap muke lecturer2 baru yg perangai ntah cam mane tu time 1st class...sangat membosankan...bila la nak abes fenomena2 camni...better takyah pk...lagi senang hati kowt....then da start kene wat assgment balik...OMG...bende yg paling aku tak suke nak wat...lecehhhnyyee..

class da nak start rupe2nye blom ade satu pun preparation for da new sem..tak kesah la dari segi materials untuk gi class or bebaju baru untuk dipakai ke class...arrghhh tak sukenye kalo tade masa yg cukup...tapi nak wat camne...7 july is just around da corner...pejam celik pejam celik mesti ttbe da ade kat bangunan fakulti teknologi malumat n sains kuantitatif tu...uuuwaaaaa...